Thats me

Thats me

I love the color Pink & love dancing in my underwear.
I'm a mess & my room usually is too.
I laugh at the stupidest things &
always say the wrong things at the wrong time.
I cry for no reason & sometimes I get mad easily,
but I'm just me and that's all i can be...
....I'm *♥ iRrEpLaCeAbLe ♥*

,,Thats me,, is the name of this blog and probably you expact that I present myself but what if I don't know who I really am? In fact, I'm not always entirely sure who I'm from one moment to the next.

I'm not easy and I'm nearly as difficult to understand as quantum theory. At this point every normal girl would talk about her wishes and dreams but I can't even tell you what I want because I don't know either what I want.

I know that everyone who doesnt't know me, thinks at first sight that I'm a hard and arrogant girl and if i would be one year younger I would like this image but life has taught me that these kind of feelings are going to ruin everything one day and maybe because of that I tell you now that I am not strong. It's easy to hurt me and make me cry, even you can not always see tears in my eyes. Most of the time I just cry insidly and try to keep these feelings for me because to let feelings free means to be without protection at the same time.

I think a lot about life and i have my own opinion about everything in this world and it's not easy to change it. It doesn`t mean than I am always right but if I am sure that i am right I am not going to change my opinion easly.
I'm not easy to influence and at the same time I try to be unprejudiced. I think every human is special and none can judge someone for his acting because none can be sure that the way he is thinking is the right way. At least I can tell you that almost none acts in life how he wants to act, we all are just string puppets of society.

It's time to tell you something about my second face. I am a girl who laughs almost every free second and sometimes without even a reason ;) I dont like people without sense of humour because smiling and shining give your life a reason to live and its soooo mean to make happy people upset with grimness.
Even if it's not easy to believe, but it is really hard for me to stay serious in some situations. If I start to laugh i need a little time to calm down :)

You can have a looooot of fun with me and if someone needs help I am the first one who tries to help. I love happy faces and I love people who are in good spirits like me :)


My family plays an important role in my life and they mean the world for me. Especially in bad times everyone will see how irreplaceable a family is.
Next to my family I also have a desire for dancing and acting. Dancing is my life and the only way to express my feelings and acting is the key to show society what you really think about them. I have my own philosophie about society, life and love but if I start to tell you everything I will sit here more then 150 years ;)



All in one I am happy with my manic and modest life :) I dont always have the best things but I do the best of all I have. I enjoy my life and try to remember what kind of perfect life I really have :)

... and just a little tip to make life much easier:

Everything happens for a reason ;)

# Posté le vendredi 11 avril 2008 15:12

Modifié le vendredi 31 juillet 2009 05:28

I am famous ;)

I am famous ;)

# Posté le dimanche 13 avril 2008 13:26

Modifié le samedi 31 mai 2008 06:55

Tanja and me

Tanja and me
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# Posté le dimanche 13 avril 2008 13:34

Modifié le lundi 16 juin 2008 18:42

Party time...

Party time...



The last picture of our crazy night. I dont know why, but I love this photo =P We are usually busy with our school, but If we dont have school... then we have very much fun and we laugh about the stupidest things =)

# Posté le dimanche 13 avril 2008 13:46

Modifié le samedi 31 mai 2008 12:07

My favourite Song ( Lambada - Kaoma )




This is one of my favourite Songs. I love it very very much, because this song reminds me to good times in my life. Lambada is very old but it's special to me anyway.






Chorando se foi quem um dia so me fez chorar
Chorando se foi quem um dia so me fez chorar

Chorando estara, ao lembrar de um amor
que um dia nao soube cuidar
Chorando estara, ao lembrar de um amor
que um dia nao soube cuidar

A recordacao vai estar com ele aonde for
A recordacao vai estar pra sempre aonde zu for

danca sol e mar, guardare no olmar
o amor faz perder encontrar

lambando estarei ao lembrar que esta amor
por um dia um istante foi rei

A recordacao vai estar com ele aonde for
A recordacao vai estar pra sempre aonde zu for

Chorando estara ao lembrar de um amor
que um dia nao soube cuidar
cancao riso e dor, melodia de um amor
un momento que fica nu ar

# Posté le dimanche 13 avril 2008 14:44

Modifié le dimanche 27 avril 2008 14:58